Im 38 and Ive woken up the other side of my birthday feeling deflated and old, useless and pathetic.....
I hear my hubby telling family that he had great weekend and its wonderful in our new state and our trip to Hobart was wonderful but because I was so buggared and took 2+ days to recover afterwards....so despite that all is really good in his life.....
DESPITE THAT????????
makes me wonder, makes me guilty, makes me sad,
makes me deflated........and pathetic.
What happened to all my dreams?
What happened to all my plans?
What happened to all my independance?
Im 38- NOW WHAT?????????????????
